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Saturday, 06 August 2011

  • What I learned today

    1) There's always going to be another mountain. I'm always going to want to make it move. 

    2) Moonshoes rock.

    3) Hormones really do control everything.

    4) The south is still very racially divided.

    5) There is a small grocer's down the street.

    6) I have experienced love and loss of love.

    7) Sometimes the easy fix isn't the right fix.

    8) Just because I'm alone doesn't mean I'm lonely.

    9) I am a Negotiator, but deep down I may be an Explorer, according to scholar Helen Fisher.

    10) I can survive on pasta, cereal and fruit cups for one week.

    11) I want to control everything about my life and life in general.

    12) I have intense mood swings. But if I'm really really sad one minute, I know for a fact that I will be really really happy in the near future. There is a direct correlation between the degree of emotion.

    13) I regret not singing more karaoke at Zaza.

    14) Swans are stupid, stupid creatures.

    15) Kristen Wiig is a cross between Jennifer Aniston and Tina Fay.

    A short anecdote for safekeeping: A man falls down a well and calls for help. A passing missionary hears his pleas and drops a Bible down the well. Next an aid worker stops and drops down some money. A Peace Corps Volunteer hears the man screaming, drops down a bag, then leaps into the well. “What are you doing?” asks the startled man at the bottom of the well. “I’ve come to live with you,” the PCV replies.

     

  • Haikus

    Lots of black folks here
    Big brass bands I do adore
    Tulane here I come
     
    Spanish panties on
    Dad gum, I love this futon
    Bugs whiz by my ear
     
    cleaning every day
    Wish I could find a good job
    I need some money
     
    Streets resemble mars
    Sweating balls when I go out
    Man, I love it here
     
    Lookin fly like pie
    I watch a gay stripper's ass
    Firey, hot, flashy, red nails
     
    Firey, hot, flashy red nails
    Same Espana bull panties
    skin beneath them both
     
    Fridge is desolate
    Lay naked in the bedroom
    Heat is oppressive
     
    One neighbor is gay
    Sasha is his rottweiler
    Other neighbor strips
     
    This place is extreme
    Extremely hot, extremely
    I like it this way
     
    Let's ride together
    You and I up the hillside
    Then you'll know me well
     
    Heat is oppressive
    Turn me into something good
    Make my spirit whole
     
    Not proud to be white
    Whisk me away to Brazil
    Forget my decent
     
    You have no place here
    Go back you impostor bitch
    Half the sky is mine
     
    Eyes blue like diamonds
    At the sea I'll wash away
    Bury thoughts in sand

Friday, 05 August 2011

  • Livin' the Low Life

    I've almost completed my first week in New Orleans. I say that like merely surviving is an accomplishment. Really, it is. No matter how much I want to ignore it, I have a lot of personal adjusting to do in order to fit in, get a job, be academically successful, etc. Life is different. I'm definitely going to grow into love with the city, I can see myself so in love with this place that I get a flor du leis tatoo and never end up leaving. However, I want to record my initial thoughts for future reference. 

    My shotgun rental home is fucking awesome. Once you've climbed the six or so steps to the front porch, you enter a vibrant pink living room. You then proceed straight back into what's to be my room (it's happy green colored), then continuing on you pass the bathroom on your right and arrive in what's to be Hope's room (it's a depressing blue, but that's okay since she's closer to the kitchen). Pressing on, just past Hope's room you are in the dining room (yellow) and see the kitchen, which is cute as can be with themes of mint green and white with the flor du leis embalmed on the window four times to remind us of where we are. We are to keep company with a chocolate lab of Hope's, named Bear. I'm honestly more excited for him to arrive than Hope. 

    We share the building with an older man named John who has a lovely rottweiler named Sasha. They are quite the couple. On the other side is a group of young people I met only hours ago who live together and work on androids and make youtube videos from home. They are an interesting bunch. One of them is a stripper named Moonshine. Her's is the only name I recall because she made a big fuss of talking about it. There was a brother/sister duo. The sister is obsessed with twitter and goes outside only after she's showered, in her towel, to smoke cigarettes. 

     

    to be continued.

     

Wednesday, 09 February 2011

  • Day to Day

    For the record, here is what I did today. Nothing exciting or reportable, but when I turn 50 I want to know what the hell it is I did wasting away in my prime.

    I woke up this morning at 5:12am in 89 degree heat, next to my bed partner who was sweating uncomfortably. I had to be at work at 6. He sat up in bed for a few minutes and made a face like he was going to vomit beans covered in duck feathers. I wasn't quite sure why the face- I knew he'd had a bit to drink the night before, but I wasn't entirely sure how much or how hungover he would be. I brought him a water and he explained to me that when he was little he had a favorite long-sleeved shirt. He always wanted to wear it at night, but every time he did he threw up because he overheated. He would wait a few months to try again, but unfailingly he would vomit. I opened the window and he began to feel better as I rubbed his back. I went downstairs and had breakfast while he dressed. He fortunately was going back to his place, which is next to the pool where I work, so he dropped me off.

    It was a chilly morning. All the cars in the lot were covered in ice/snow, which he scraped off. His car doesn't have heating, so the window immediately fogged up when we began to drive. We made it to the pool safely, but ironically as I kissed him goodbye and he began to pull away, he ran into a pole marking off the grass, which gave way to the car and scratched 3 panels worth of car. I came back out to assess the damage (which wasn't too bad). He was frustrated. I tried to cheer him up, and we resolved the situation. I actually thought it was quite funny. 

    Three hours later my shift ends and I meet with Dr. Goldberg who gives me the tools I need for the ethnographic methods portion of my thesis project. I ready to get the ball rolling. I wish that was all I had to do! I also met with the Amnesty VP, Grace, and we discussed the budget for the rest of the semester. I'm very excited for Amnesty- we've come a long way. Next I ate an early lunch while reviewing Dr. Goldberg's "Ethnographic Methods" book, and pondered some potential questions I could ask the elderly about their sex lives. I almost had to jump start a friend's car before I went to my tai chi class at noon and practiced my thirteen positions. Then I went to check my mail and write condom-grams to all my friends (and ex-professors). Before Public Policy class, which I adore, I had a nice chat with Sairah about Egypt, Dmitri about that bed partner I mentioned, and Maia about female condoms. In public policy we discussed what makes good policy and bad policy. I breifly checked my email before band where we had sectionals until 5:30. I got an email from Tulane University taunting me, "a letter has been sent and will reach you in the next few days"- my rejection/acceptance letter. Grad schools have me by the balls right now, and I don't like it.

    I rushed home, made dinner as the temperature began to drop, and wrote part of a paper due for tomorrow. It's supposed to snow tomorrow, and if it does, I've made a pact with myself to get some real work done (and also hang out with my bed partner to watch "The Last King of Scotland"). I got a phone call to join the ranks that had assembled to throw my dear friend, and our class president into the fountain for her birthday. The fountain was being drained, so we took her to the pool after her senate meeting. After that I skidadled to my own meeting- that of Habitat, where my co-chair and supposed leader of the trip failed to show up. We met for about thirty minutes about the New Orleans trip. I wish I could go. I'm going to San Fran with Amnesty instead. 

    I've been trying to finish my paper for the last 3 hours, but these lovely institutions like Facebook and Xanga and my email keep me from doing so. I'm hosting a potluck on saturday, which is the day of the Formal dance. There are a TON of people that want to come, so I'm trying to make arrangements. I'm going to Formal with a date- my bed partner. The first time I've ever been anywhere with a serious date. I'm quite excited. 

    That's my day in a nutshell. I wish I could expand on these things. There's SO much to tell. It's senior year and things are constantly in motion. 

    I hope it snows and classes are cancelled.

    M

Tuesday, 29 June 2010

  • An Encounter in the Milk Section

    It was the day of the world cup soccer match between Argentina and Mexico, and I was jovially and provokingly sporting my #10 Maradona blue and white striped jersey. I had a difficult time trying to decide between sporting my loyalty to either nation. While I continuously serve in Mexico and have many friends from there, I lived in Argentina and was indulged in Argentine culture- not to mention I own the national jersey and don the flag over the headboard of my bed. After the game, which we (Argentina) won 3 to 1, I set sail for Conway to finish out the summer by taking Physics II at UCA. I began to notice the kind of effects the jersey had on me and on the people around me as I journeyed through Texas and Arkansas. I recieved interesting looks from different people of different races and national team supporters. Most white people lower their eyes with respect when the blue and white is flashed their direction. Mexicans, when subject to my provacation, also lower their eyes, but continue to steal glances and mutter under their breath about Argentina. This was generally the way I was perceived; however, sometimes the Mexicans were sportsmanlike, and didn't get all bent out of shape. On my journey to arkansas, I stopped at a couple gas stations hoping to run into some devoted fans. In fact, I purposefully targeted gas stations where I saw dark-skinned people. Call it racial profiling, but I can't keep myself away. I'm starting to think my racist tendencies are a natural selection thing. One day the world will be filled and controlled by brown people, so I'm trying to make myself a part of that gig asap. Anyway, As I stood in line at one particular store, a mexican entered and stood frozen for a second in the doorway as we stared at each other. No words were exchanged. Then, suddenly, a mutual smile broke out and all tension was dropped. As I pulled out of that gas station, I saw him again and we waved as if we were long time friends.

    When I finally reached Conway, I was delighted to discover that we were out of milk. This meant I got to walk to Wal-mart, which is surely the epicenter of Mexican national team supporters. However, when I arrived, and after being honked and yelled at on the way there, I had to immediately fix my posture and walk more proudly because I felt very threatened- like late night and alone in Quito, threatened. I glanced toward the milk section (all the way in the back) and saw a huge group of hispanics chatting. "Awesome", I thought, as I leveled my chin, and thrust my sholders back. I headed back with extreme devotion and focus on the task at hand. I passed the group, unnoticed, nabbed the milk. However, coming back around I definitely got their attention just a little before my Mexican Hat Dance ringtone sounded, loud and proud. I could feel myself turning red. They all began to grin, and I too grinned and gave them a shrug. I'm sure they were completely and totally confused as to my true allegiences. It was Dan on the phone. He had seen me jet through the front of the store with my intimidating stride. I practically ran to him at the front of the store, hearing people mutter the whole long way. "Dan, I'm going to get shot", I informed him. His eyes widened as I pointed to the jersey after his blank stare told me he had no idea what I was talking about. "Why the hell did you wear that here?" he demanded and grinned devilishly. I returned the grin and shrugged as I relayed my embarassing tale of my encounter in the milk section. Next thing I knew, I was behind a huge Mexican family in line. They avoided my gaze. Dan waited for me so we could walk back together. Lewis and Schroeder, the later decked out in his German national team jersey, passed and gave me dirty looks. Dan, also a Germany supporter later informed me that he told them to do it. Argentina plays Germany next. I really hope Argentina kick their arsches.

    Molly

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